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Post by Mistress Jessica on Aug 10, 2010 19:44:46 GMT -5
Some of my favorite quotes
“If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember...you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”
-Christopher Robin, Winnie the Pooh
This one Reminds me of my Sister Sammi and Siri....
“It is more fun to talk with someone who doesn't use long, difficult words but rather short, easy words like "What about lunch?"
-Winnie the pooh
and just for fun, here is a funny one
"The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on."
- Robert Bloch
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 13, 2010 8:52:11 GMT -5
I feel sick to stomach, I feel alone, I feel betrayed, Im Frozen and on Fire. I can't breath. I can't it anymore. I am breaking down.
I try to make it through my life
In my way
There's you
I try to make it through these lies
And that's all I do
Just don't deny it
Don't try to fight this
And deal with it
And that's just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear
(I swear)
I don't care
I don't care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting buried in this place
I got no room you're in my face
Don't say anything
Just go away
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear
(I swear)
I don't care
(Not changing everything cause you won't be there for me)
(Not changing everything cause you won't be there for me)
[Piano Solo]
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear
(I swear)
I don't care
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
(I don't care)
I don't care
(I don't care)
Just go and leave this all behind
I don't care
(I swear)
I don't care
At all
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 13, 2010 12:30:47 GMT -5
Im just rambling off thoughts and feelings in this post to get some things off my chest...
Once upon a time I believed in love.
Now I believe that there is only certain types of love that exists.
Love for your Family, like your parents or your siblings. Love for your friends. Love for a certain thing you like to do, a hobby or something like that.
Then there is the kind of love for another person, your other half, your soul mate.
This is the kind of love is the one that is fake…I know it is
Because the heart can so easily be fooled into think anyone is your soul mate.
Hearts are so easily fooled and easily broken.
If that kind of love was real, wouldn’t it be harder for a heart to break?
Wouldn’t that love be impossible to break?
You would think so…
I hate this feeling
If its called heart ache…
why does it make you sick to your stomach?
Why does it make your head spin.
I can’t think
I can’t sleep
Nothing I am writing is really making any sense
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 13, 2010 17:46:52 GMT -5
I want to die
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 13, 2010 18:12:48 GMT -5
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 20, 2010 20:19:16 GMT -5
THis is just how polite and nice my sister is to me
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Post by Princess Sams on Sept 20, 2010 20:23:51 GMT -5
delete it!
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 20, 2010 21:21:27 GMT -5
Here is a video of my dog torturing Sammi's cat!
yes I was listening to backstreet boys
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Post by Princess Sams on Sept 20, 2010 21:40:21 GMT -5
Me and my mom get serious when we play games
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 22, 2010 15:51:43 GMT -5
This Song explains how I am feeling right now
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Post by Elek on Sept 23, 2010 12:46:24 GMT -5
**Streaks through Artemis' Thought Corner**
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 24, 2010 20:34:55 GMT -5
Thats it! I am going to super glue clothes to you!! lol
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 26, 2010 22:35:38 GMT -5
What do you do, When someone you love tells you they want to die.
What do you do, when they come to you to try and keep them from hurting them self
What do you do, When nothing you say seems to be changing there minds
What do you do, When they tell you "Thats okay, thanks for trying"
What do you do, When you can't tell a soul what you had just been talking about.
What do you do, when they hang up the phone and you don't know if they are really going to be alright
Do you blame yourself for it all? for not being able to stop them, for not begging them to stay instead of letting them hang up?
You heart is pounding, your scared, you can't stop thinking about the conversation you just had. You can't stop the pain in your heart for not being able to help.
You feel useless, you can't get rid of the worry.
What do you do?
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 27, 2010 13:54:24 GMT -5
My eldest son, The man is my step dad, I know he looks to young to be my step dad but he is, he is only 5 years older then me
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Post by Mistress Jessica on Sept 28, 2010 16:10:47 GMT -5
When I look at myself, What is it that I am suppose to see?
Why is it so hard for you to believe this is the real me?
I show a little weakness and now I am deranged?
I may act weak, but that doesn’t mean I have changed.
I smile the same smile, I am still the same me
I lose a little faith and suddenly, you flee…
If anyone needed me, I would be there if I could
I don’t put myself first, even though sometimes I know I should
For showing a weakness, I feel nothing but shame
The way you look at me now, I only have myself to blame.
If I had stayed quiet, you wouldn’t think of me as vile
I know you would still care…
And when you’d look at me, you’d still smile.
When my weakness is gone…I’m not so sure when
I’ll go back to being the girl I have always been.
The silent listener, who never lets anyone in.
I’ll smile my small smile and tell you it’s okay,
Be the strong girl known as Jessica May
Never a weakness from me will be shown
Only this first one that you have all known
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