Post by ashlynnjames on May 7, 2011 5:56:02 GMT -5
Playby:Brittany Murphy(possible change)
Name: Ashlynn James
Age: 18
Sexual Orientation: straight
Species: Human
Physical Description: Standing at only 5'4 and weighing only 110 lbs, Ashlynn isn't normally a threat. Her naturally light hair is usually waving past her thin shoulders, Ashlynn dresses mostly for comfort, tees and jeans, the occasional summer dress. Her eyes are hazel turning from green to golden colored depending on her mood.
Attitude: Ashlynn mostly keeps to herself, she's very timid and shy. Ashlynn also suffers from various mental illnesses including BDD (body dysphormic Disorder) Manic depression and Social Anxiety. Ashlynn doesn't like conflict, so she mostly tries to avoid it at all costs. [/size]
Family/Pack or Coven: n/a
Father: Bradley James, 83
Mother: Natalie James, 79
Siblings: Amelia James, Deceased
Abilities: Ashlynn is very creative and artistic, she loves to draw and write stories of personal experiences. Even the way she speaks somehow seems poetic at times. Ashlynn looks at everything in the world as being some sort of beautiful.
History: After the death of Ashlynn's older sister Amelia, Ashlynn's parents only focused on the things Ashlynn never got right. They always were criticizing her and putting her down. Ashlynn began to wonder why she hadn't died instead, Ashlynn began slipping into a deep depression at the age of 15, beginning to self harm and shutting people out. Ashlynn tried her best to gain her parents approval but nothing was ever good enough, When Ashlynn started dating, she would cling to them desperately wanting the love and attention she never received, when they broke up with her for other girls or just because no 15 year old boy knows what commitment is, she would get angry, hating herself and wishing that she could die. Ashlynn fell in love with her best friend Travis, Travis liked Ashlynn but not enough to want to ruin their friendship. When Travis tried explaining this to her over the phone, she went ballistic. Spiraling out of control, she began sobbing and asking herself why she was never good enough, she began harming herself and didn't stop until she was left unconscious on her bedroom floor,When her parents found her later that evening they rushed her to the hospital. After various tests Ashlynn was submitted into Lake View Mental Asylum, where she spent three years, getting past her cutting. Ashlynn was let out earlier this year to live with her Aunt and Uncle in Forks, Washington. Ashlynn's still stuggling with her Depression, even though it's better than before. She still is very self conscious, and has a hard time opening up to people because of her social anxiety, She has just enrolled at Forks High for her senior year and hopes to get over her fear of talking to people. She wants Forks to be a new start for her.
RP Sample:
Ashlynn walked down the street, towards the flashing light from her ex boyfriends motorcycle. She looked back towards her house, she didn't understand why she was doing this. Not after what had happened, Her brain was giving her a thousand reasons to turn around and go back inside, but her heart pushed her forwards, adjusting the straps on her backpack she reached his bike, "Are you going to get caught?" he asked handing her the helmet, she shrugged sliding the helmet on over her head and getting on behing him. Her hands rested on his shoulders as he took off, but he pulled them around his waist, wanting to hold her hand. Ashlynn pulled them away, it was just too complicated right now.
She watched all the lights of the surrounding cars pass by her quickly, until they reached his house. Sliding off his bike and the helmet she bit her lip a little as he opened the garage and went into the house. Ashlynn swallowed hard looking around the familiar house, she got sick to her stomach knowing exactly what had happened in this house, somewhere in this house he had cheated on her. Swallowing the lump in her throat she walked into his room, setting her things down and sitting on the edge of the bed. All she could picture was another girl, a prettier girl in this house. Him and her.....she couldn't think of the rest. Steven walked into the room and looked at her "you okay?" he asked, she looked up at him and nodded weakly, he then sat beside her on the bed, "Can I have a hug?" he asked holding his arms out. Ashlynn leaned into him as he wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her back against the matteress "I'm so sorry Ashlynn" he whispered Ashlynn sat back up and stayed silent. Turning off the lights Steven laid back down "lay with me" he whispered, Ashlynn obeyed, laying down beside him. She couldn't see him in the dark, but she could feel his presence close to her, "Can I have a kiss?" he asked letting his hand rest against her cheek.
Ashlynn nodded softly, searching for his face with her eyes, lips parted, waiting. Soon Steven's nose brushed up against hers, closing her eyes she leaned slightly, letting her lips fall between his.
Ashlynn's eyes shot open, she looked at the clock, 1 Am. Sighing she threw her arms over her face, why was she having this dream again. Replaying the same nights over and over in her head like a movie. She frowned turning over on her side, why couldn't she had dreams like everybody else? Why did she have to relive painful events that actually happened every night? She groaned softly and closed her eyes trying hard to imagine something that would hopefully carry over into a dream.
Species Code:Milkshake.
Rules Code:Fried Chicken[/size]
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