Post by Lady Lauralee on Dec 4, 2010 22:18:24 GMT -5
HEY YOU!
Who me?
YEAH YOU! WHO ARE YOU?
Well, I’m
AHZEOL
Tell us about yourself.
What do you want to know?
How long have you been around?
I know not how old I am, only that I physically appear to be 20
What exactly are you?
Fallen
So are you a man or a woman?
Woman
How do you swing?
Men
When should we put the candles on the cake?
Fallen do not have birthdays
What do you look like?:
Are you tall enough for this ride?
4'10"
How much do you weigh?
100 lbs
Who do you look like?
Lacey Mosely
So, what are you wearing?
I didn't have much in the way of clothes when I first fell. Mainly I wear dresses unless its too cold, then i wear dresses with jeans underneath them.
Do you wear anything of sentimental value?
I have a tattoo of the holy trinity and a dove on my back and Beulah on my forearm.
Who, exactly, are you?:
You got any family?
I no longer have family. I was cast out from heaven where my family resides
Where to you live?
I wander. I have no home.
Are you in school?
School is not necessary given my set of circumstances.
Tell me about your history.:
When did it all go wrong? I was always a dedicated Angel. I was dedicated Angel, ever watching over my charges and my duties. I never strayed from the path. There was only a handful of rules that really mattered.
- Never allow your charge to become aware that you exist.
- Watch over your charges, but do not stop the events that are supposed to happen.
- Never fall in love with your charges….EVER.
It sounds simple enough right? For a countless number of years I followed this without fail. I knew what my job was and needed to be done. I watched over my charges and when it was time to escort them home I sang to them the whole way so that they would not be frightened; so that they knew they would be meeting their maker. That was until Brent was placed under my care. His previous Guardian Angel was taken off of duty for him because he couldn’t handle being a guardian angel anymore. Brent was such a scared and lonely young man. Nothing had ever gone right for him. He was given one curve ball after another. I had never seen a person go through so much turmoil and still pick up and continue to make it another day, For once I doubted just why God had this young man go through such pain, such heartache. Before I knew it Brent had made his way into my heart and I was in love with him. That was the first rule I broke, but not the last.
Soon I found myself whispering to him and sending him suggestions so as to ease the burden that he had to bear. Most of the things I did were so insignificant that from what I thought that no one noticed. That was until it was Brent’s time to meet with God. I was tormented. He was so young, so beautiful, and deserved so much than he had to endure that I just couldn’t let him die. So I saved him. In order to do so I had to take on a physical form. Our eyes met for just a moment as I pulled him from the danger he was in. It was so electrifying that it only confirmed why I fell for him. No sooner than I did as such I was recalled immediately to heaven where Michael met me; the Archangel himself. I had never felt such a fear. He told me that my actions had caused Brent to continue out his life and grow old. That made me ever so happy until he continued with his speech. He would continue living, but it would still be a life of pain and loneliness. Brent was not meant to endure his entire life full of suffering. He was meant to die young so as not to endure it longer than was needed to confirm his faith in the maker. I was ashamed and saddened beyond control.
Michael told me I was to endure the same hollow feeling of being incomplete just as Brent was to endure. So He tore my left wing from my body and threw me over the edge of heaven to land on Earth, forever a wanderer. For a long time I watched Brent from afar to still make sure that he was ok. I was fine with watching him from a distance until we crossed paths by accident. He was so freaked out from seeing me again that he told me to never come near him again. I was crushed but I could not blame him one bit. So I left and had been wandering ever since; taking on jobs and never staying in one place too long.
So, what do you like to eat?
I eat all forms of vegetables
What foods make you hurl?
Meat. I cannot bring myself to harm one of God's creatures.
What do you like to do?
I pray for forgiveness numerous times a day, read the bible and other works of God
That’s some attitude, want to tell me about it?
Azheol is full of self hatred, loathing and altogether feelings of failure. She failed God and feels that she will never be able to make up for it even though everything she does is for him. All she feels is broken and she doesn't know how else to feel.
So, what’s so good about you?
I am not sure there is anything good about me. Afterall, god casted me out of heaven for a reason. At this point I cannot answer this question truthfuly for I know not the answer. (Ahzeol is all giving, very patient, and can always see the good in everyone but herself)
Do you have any flaws?
Now this I can answer. I am very flawed. I cannot follow directions (only happened once and is her reason for being on earth), I am self loathing, fearful. I am always so fearful. I won't bore you with more.
Other:
What else can you tell me?
Ahzeol has the tattoo of the holy trinity with a dove on her back to cover the scar from the wing that was taken from me. I was told that the other was not taken to understand what is is like to not be complete. I feel it every day when I stretch my other wing and I ache where the other once was.
Can you do anything cool?
When Azheol sings it causes even the most wicked and non believer to see God and repent. She uses this in hopes that God may let her back into heaven one day.
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